Belgian Bar
(Eric Andersen) [Albums:
Ghosts Upon the Road]
I wonder just how things have changed
Brussels in October the yellow gray's all I recall
I wonder just how things have changed
When I look over my shoulder from the window of my train
One snowy night
alone in my house in Norway, I sat with pen, paper, and guitar and a candle
by an old wood table. I felt a canopy in the air and the feeling of being
somewhere else. I started to remember a time when I was with a close friend
a couple years before. We had been in Brussels working on a film score
together and we had many good evenings hanging out in this ancient city
in the middle of Europe. And this evening it came rushing back. As if I
had stumbled into a cathedral of memory. After we finished the project
we took a train to France. I went on to Venice and it was right before
Christmas.
We were living in a nice hotel on the avenue Louise
Workin on a project there it was just my man and me
I was unattached back then like a puppet off his feet
A crazy pile of broken strings only one I had to keep
We walked around the corner saw the lights of a little bar
The mood there made me curious a chance to forget
Awhile inside a couple of tables a couple rock 'n roll cassettes
I was drinkin rum that night with the barmaid speakin French
I wonder where you are
And I wonder if a young French girl
Still works in a Belgian bar
The rain ran on forever like the wires on a trolley car
Walkin down the new wet streets ancient wind blowin through my heart
The only face I couldn't see was the face of my true love
I dreamed about the lights of Nice the rust rocks of the coast
I dreamed about a frozen path to the one I missed the most
Then I guess it wasn't long before I was on my feet again
It must have happened someplace quiet cause I don't remember when
I wonder where you are
And I wonder if a young French girl
Still works in a Belgian bar
I think about my man again who I heard has moved to Spain
We worked hard and we traveled some through France and Italy
When it rained down hard in Brussels it poured on you and me
And when my eyes got tangled in the honey colored hair
Of the girl ho poured the drinks that night when we were talkin there
She had eyes that seemed to drink us up and a crooked little smile
When we sailed off for the starry night and forever took a little while
Spanish Steps
(Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
When I was sailing the Portland coast your face came back to me
Later on we met again and we drank by the Oslo docks
So now it's you and I my love and the two you bore for me
Meet me on the Spanish steps oh you will not wait long
This song is
a brief chronicle of frequently separated lovers. It begins on the Spanish
Steps of Rome. English poet John Keats died in a small house at the foot
of the steps. I wrote this one night in New York.
Meet me on the Spanish steps oh you will not wait long
Near the place where we first met it was on the streets of Rome
You were young and your eyes were bright your cheeks were flush and fair
We were eye to eye on the Spanish steps I can see you standin there
It became so real it was never a memory
A friend once asked would I send a word to the one in the long blue skirt
I didn't want to lose you I didn't know what one was worth
The fire of art shot from your hands spillin freely from your heart
More than a smell of a memory and more than a love by choice
The thing that I remember best was the beauty in your voice
I love you for your strength that you carry so quietly
So let us hold our glasses high and keep our voices hid
And take me down on this summer's eve beneath the birches now
Near the place where we first met it was on the streets of Rome
You were young and your eyes were bright your cheeks were flush and fair
We were eye to eye on the Spanish steps I can see you smilin there
I still see you smilin there
It Starts With A Lie
(Eric Andersen and John Leventhal)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
I saw you wake alone in the morning
Watchin
Walkin alone over stones by the water
This song I wrote
with guitarist John Leventhal. It reminds me of an African rhythm meets
an Irish lyric. If it were a film it would be black & white and in
grainy tones.
Walkin on shells and stones by the water
to find somethin that was mine
You who walked with me are so far away
I realized there's no further distance than time
I saw your face I looked for your face in the sea
Out in the harbor a sail silhouetted deep in my heart
I thought you were comin for me I reached out
to touch you It wasn't a lie when I called
If it wasn't true when I told you I loved you
It starts with a lie after all
you opened the window to see Out in the dark
a storm all around us Light in the clouds
in the light do you ever see me
I reached out to touch you
It wasn't a lie when I called
If it wasn't rue when I told you I loved you
Then it starts with a lie after all
Standin
Standin up close to the wall
Standin without you
Standin alone with no shadow at all
feeling the wet of the rain Echoes of footsteps
vanish in darkness They disappear
along with the sound of my name
I reached out to touch you
It wasn't a lie when I called
If it wasn't true when I told you I loved you
It starts with a lie after all
I reached out to touch you
It wasn't a lie when I called
If it wasn't true when I told you I loved you
It starts with a lie after all
Yes it starts with a lie after all
No it wasn't a lie after all
Trouble In Paris (Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road, Blue Rain]
Now Simone pulls the collar
up tight to her throat
Now the man cleanin his teeth
well he ain't satisfied
Simone had been a town girl
not far north of Nantes
There's a blue shadow moving
through the Moulin Rouge
Bein thin as a shadow smokin
under a light
Looking out the
window, one wintry Norwegian night, on the cold soft snow that weighed
down the boughs of the tall spruces and made the world smooth and quiet,
I had a strange vision. I started to see fog and gas lamps and in the mist
the blurred red lights of the Moulin Rouge. I saw a woman light a cigarette.
I heard a scream and saw a fleeing shadow on the wall leaving only a cloak's
hem visible on the wet cobblestones in the crescent light. It was Paris
and it could have been the 1880's. It is a murder ballad that came like
a little movie.
There's a blue shadow moving
through the Moulin Rouge
And a man with a knife point
pickin his teeth
An off duty cop sits with
his back to the door
And somebody just took a
piss in the sink
The cop's drinkin Pernod
thinks he's drinkin absinthe
With the girl who had loved
him on the Rue St. Denis
While somebody's slinkin
smokin under a light
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
While the riverboats knock
under the old Pont Neuf
A rat makes a run for his
hole in the wall
She stops by a street light
and lights a straight cigarette
A Gitane on his knees starts
to howl like a dog
She closes her purse and
tries to peer through the fog
Nothin seems wrong but somethin
ain't right
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
He's hungry for somethin
that he just can't define
The one by the sink is now
sweeping the floor
And the cop he ran short
of dreams a long time ago
While under a street lamp
there's trouble it seems
First there's a struggle
and then there's a scream
She didn't know what hit
her when she asked for a light
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
Who did it for money once
then she just couldn't stop
Had a fight with her mother
another runaway teen
Who had hotel love with
a cop on the Rue St. Denis
And a boy once abandoned
by a cop and a whore
Has a knife in his hands
he was a child of the war
It was either Simone or
cut out the lights
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
And a man with a knife point
pickin his teeth
An off duty cop sits with
his back to the door
And somebody just took a
piss in the sink
While somebody's standin
out cold in the rain
Could be all warm inside
drinking champagne
Bin thin as a shadow smokin
under a light
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
And there's trouble in Paris
tonight
Listen
To The Rain (Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
Take your time and rest your
heart
Take your time and rest your
heart
I wrote this
song in one of the loveliest and rainiest parts of the world, Bergen, on
the west coast of Norway. The terrain, seascape and weather are much like
the Northwest Pacific coast states.
Take your time and rest your
heart
Time will fade away your
pain
Close your eyes take some
time
Stop and listen to the rain
Sorrow's in the air
And trouble's on the wing
trial and despair
Ain't no use in trying to
run
Like a spirit in the night
You can try with all your
might
But pride's been stripped
away
Time will fade away your
pain
Close your eyes take some
time
Stop and listen to the rain
And let your sorrow go
Let romance keep your heart
cast your fears away
See what's right before
your eyes
Will be gone before you
know
Time is all we have
So let the moments grow
Time will fade away your
pain
Close your eyes take some
time
Stop and listen to the rain
Take your time and rest
your heart
Time will fade away your
pain
Close your eyes take some
time
Stop and listen to the rain
Listen to the rain
Take your time and listen
to the rain
Take your time and listen
to the rain
Take your time and listen
to the rain
Ghosts
Upon The Road (Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
Ghosts upon the road
Soon I moved across the river
and got a roommate right off of Cambridge Ave
Ghosts upon the road
Now the jungle war and politics
was on everybody's mind
Ghosts upon the road
It was then I knew that death
was death that life was life maybe there was an in between
Ghosts upon the road
Now and then I think about
Rachael who I once followed up some steps
Ghosts upon the road
Sometime the
typical song format gets limiting and boring. There's the urge to push
out and redefine the boundaries. So in this piece I tried for something
different. I wanted length and breathing room. Something closer to a narrative
without melody, like a short story, set to rhythm and music, that would
incorporate abstract sounds. It takes place in Boston and New York. Places
I had lived when I started out as a song writer.
I was stranded up in Cambridge
Mass it was the winter of 64
Before that in a torn down
building up on Beacon Hill
I made my money mowing lawns
that fall and junkin in a band
The air was full of energy
only a few could understand
Now I was lucky in my building
because the city had forgot
To board up all the doors
and windows and shut the electric off
An abandoned dog had earlier
destroyed the first and second floors
I found some country records
there but I had no stereo
But sometimes I'd heard
noises in the night
On the 3rd floor there I
was living by candlelight
crashed out in the corner
of a room Afraid to draw attention
I was eating cold out of
cans Later they said I was livin like a rat
Now the crowd that I hung
out with well they were outcasts too
Suzie alone and pregnant
with my best friend's kid
Johnny Boy just got thrown
out of the local looney bin
And Brian was rentin out
apartments that didn't exist
Then one night alone I wrote
a song about something that I knew
About the black faced miners
it was tune from a man named Blue
They were ghosts upon the
road
Just ghosts upon the road
Alfredo was from no man's
land he danced his car over the moon
His eyes were full of Latin
smoke and his wall was full of knife holes
He had a job as a maitre'd
and I didn't have enough to keep in cigarettes
His pockets were always
lined and his bed was always full
my soul felt like an empty
lot And people were hidin their stash and stuff
underneath their floorboards
Back then everybody was paranoid of the cops
Then there was Diana she
took me under her hat She's happily married
with three kids now So I
won't go into that
They were ghosts upon the
road
Just ghosts upon the road
They rejected me on mental
grounds so it was not my lot to serve
That August day down on
Whitehall street I ran into some post beat hippies I'd known
I must have looked so weird
to them they only waved to me
I'd been lucky to have been
advised from some higher sources
That I'd known and managed
to keep the circles under my eyes
I knew that fear could make
a man crazy even more than make him scared
You didn't need a blood
hound to know the smell of blood was in the air
Soon I was asked to leave
the place the rest were made to stay
Both my head and I were
dressed like Holden Caulfield on that day
But ridin the rails of subways
was far safer from the time I tried
Like takin matters into
my own hands down on the Lower East Side
That summer's night down
on Avenue B He almost jumped off a 6 story roof
Next time I got a piano
but I fell in love too soon
But sometimes I'd hear noises
in the night
They were ghosts upon the
road
Just ghosts upon the road
Not just some French and
Russian novels or the love of a poet's life
Or the need to give everything
a name
Three had tried to kill
me and three had saved my life
Life and death were indistinguishable
til death put an end to that
I dreamed my life would
roll on forever like some great plain in the west
My lovers I'd count like
billboards on ribbon route infinity
Cryin out Dean Moriarty
Sweet Marilyn here I come
In our fast cars our rockin
boots meet the sons of the dharma bums
Til one went into the bathroom
he took his belt off
And never came out and Melissa
put one up inside the soft roof of her mouth
They were ghosts upon the
road
Just ghosts upon the road
And I think it was Georges
Clemenceau who once said
That the highlight of making
love first time
Was to watch a woman from
behind climbin up the stairway to her room
But that was 1914 and this
was 14th Street
In the Spanish neighborhood
by the river But it was long ago
She said she took a lot
of acid then but she ended up okay
Besides many I knew ended
up much worse
And Ramblin Jack was wild
but Lowell Jack was first and I still shiver from the words
But it's these times I wonder
when I'm alone and I don't see you
Did I lose my way or did
you lose yours
They were ghosts upon the
road
Just ghosts upon the road
Too
Many Times (I Will Try) (Eric Andersen
and John Leventhal) [Albums: Ghosts
Upon the Road]
Now I can see the reason
you're here with me
Too many times caught in
the shadows
This is another
song written with John Leventhal. It's about us being creatures of habit,
of time and of missed opportunities. It's hard to open up and show ourselves
and reveal our true feelings. And then, for many of us, it's too late.
Too many times caught in the
shadows Where I'd hide
from the eye of the heart
Too many times trapped by a feeling
I would run with a chain
wrapped too tight around my heart
I will try I will bleed
Too many times I tried to love and not believe
I will go to the end you'll
see too many times I was scared I will try
Second chance just a trance
saved in time
Now I believe I know what
you mean to me
You released a part of me
I never should set free
I will try I will bleed
Oh too many times
I didn't know what love
would mean
I will go to the end you'll
see Too many times I was scared
I will try I will try I
will try I will try
But I'll search for the
light I see shinin through your eyes
I will try I will bleed
Oh too many times I tried
to love and not believe
I will go to the end you'll
see
Too many times I tied to
be all I couldn't be
I will try I will bleed
Too many times I tried to
love and not believe
I will try you will see
Too many time I tried to
love and not believe my eyes
Carry
Me Away (Words and Music by Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
You saw me as I am not how
people like to
And when hearts fall down
like rain and they wash into the land
This is a love
song to my closest soul. I wrote it fast, like a feeling - in 15 minutes.
My love for you goes on even
times I wasn't strong
not strong enough Like the
days when I was gone
when the nights did not
belong to you my love
You have helped my on my
way when I knew
I couldn't stay for long
my love Ain't it strange how life
works out the river always
finds its way
And if love's what it's
about let it carry me away
do when you see them It's
like following a star
like a phantom in the dark
darkest night
It's those times you least
expect
someone standin at your
door
Most things come by accident
like a face you've seen
before I never thought I'd
go down that road again
Now with you well I'm standin
here I am
If love's a light let it
shine on to the end
And take me round again
A pool of water starts anew
and the river starts again
Things that I kept out of
sight oh you hold them to the light
to shine like new Ain't
it strange how life works out
the river always finds its
way And if love's what it's about
let it carry me away I never
thought I'd go down that road again
Now with you I'm standin
here I am If love's a light
let it shine on to the end
And take me round again
Let it carry me away Let
it carry me away
Six
Senses of Darkness (Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
I heard someone breathin
afraid to themselves
Something was wrong and I
couldn't feel it
Lying alone in
bed one sweltering New York night, i couldn't move, I couldn't read, I
couldn't sleep. Books and newspapers were piled up on the bed. Nothing
worked. As the minutes crawled by, I couldn't tell any longer if the noises
I was hearing were coming from the adjoining alley or from the inside of
my head. As dawn broke, it brought a gentle rain with the dirty gray light.
I think I played a Lou Reed tape and went to sleep.
I couldn't sleep last night
peace wouldn't come
alone And awake all the
night like in a dream
when you're tryin to run
Out in the alley I didn't
know where Something that
disturbed the silence
somebody was scared Six
senses of darkness
Six senses of night Six
senses of silence Six senses of light
Knew what they were feelin
but I couldn't help
Out in the alley I didn't
know where Movin in
closer like a wound in the
air
Six senses of darkness Six
senses of night
Six senses of silence Six
senses of sight
Something was hurt but I
couldn't see it
Something came down with
the forces of darkness
And didn't utter a sound
Cool light of the morning
came in through the pane
Steeple bells tellin the time
soft in the rain Out in
the alley it was quiet and dark
Something was bruised by
the darkness like a noise in
my heart Six senses of darkness
Six senses of night
Six senses of silence Six
senses of light Six senses of
darkness Six senses of night
Six senses of silence and madness
Deep in your mind deep in
your mind Deep in the night
deep in the night deep in
the night Deep in your mind
Irish
Lace (Eric Andersen)
[Albums: Ghosts Upon the Road]
It's amazing we could make
it another day
Once a lover thought the
world of me She scared me
This is about
two women. One lives not too far away and though she is still around you
could say she has gone. The other has long departed this world but I couldn't
say she's ever left.
With your Irish gypsy face Your
silver spoons
and your velvet razor blades
oh lover
You pulled the wool right
over my face
But didn't it feel like
Irish lace So many times
I wanted just to lay beside
you So many times
you turned and rolled away
Those times that
lovers make for sleeping
If there were friends around
to keep you up you'd always
slip away
Lonely but never quite alone
I mistook your smile for
love Believed my eyes
like the ones before that
it really was Oh lover
you know you broke my heart
in three
Once for you and once for
the kid and the final time was me
Yes I've seen you while
you're sleeping
And I've seen your silent
nights sometimes talking
but really never speaking
It's a wonder to me now
why anybody ever tries like
a silence that keeps screamin all the time
It's a wonder that we haven't
lost our minds
with her hatred but she
wrote me poetry Oh lover
you took yourself so seriously
Who'd ever believe you'd really leave
What a way to leave one
more lover no one dared to save
A statistic who just left
without a trace Too scared
to stick around and say
But who always had enough
had enough to throw away
Like a memento
from an attic from another
time and place
Like a rag that once was
made of Irish lace
Like a rag that was made
of Irish lace
Like a rag that was made of Irish lace
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